05/27/2011

“some people never change, they just stay the same way.” - the young veins

i’ve listened to this song quite a lot lately, and i realized it’s time for a change. i’m tired of the same routine every day, there’s nothing new, nothing special in my life. it’s time for a change. it’s the end of may right now, and by the time i fly to zaragoza i wanna be a different person. so here’s a goal list, things i try to reach within the next two months:

1. lose weight
   i’m 5’8”, and currently 161 lbs. i wanna get down to 150, and finally down to 140 lbs. i know i can do this, i just need to want it enough.
2. excercise regularly
   i’m gonna join a fitness studio, and go make sports, at least 2 times a week. also, i’m gonna go start running on weekends.  
3. eat less
   enough said. no more fat, carbs, chocolate.
4. drink more
   at least 1,5 liters each day. at least. 
5. get a job
   i need money.
6. buy new, cute clothes
   no more boy-ish like skater girl. cute dresses. cute clothes. short skirts. showing my legs. i want to get attention. 
7. get a social life
   this sounds horrible, but i need to stop spending so much time on tumblr. only 2 hours each day. from 7-8 pm to 9-10 pm. no more.
8. stay the same person
   during all this change, i still have to remember who i am. i’m that kinda weird, smart, funny, pretty, annoying, concert obsessed girl. and i always, kind of, will.

i know i can do this, it’s doable. i just need to try focusing on these things, and everything will work on its own. i can do this.

some people never change, and i don’t wanna be one of those people any longer.